im not used to this....just not used to it....doenst matter how long it has been i cant seem to get used to it...i remember how proud someone was of me...and it made me feeel accomplished...but now i feel as though wat i worked hard for was just for someone so close to say its pathetic...

i thank the ones that made me feel accomplished
i thank the ones that made me doubt cuz it made me even more proud of my accomplishments

DONE

one whole freakin year

only to be trahsed with my tears

is it ever really worth it

so why go through with it

you give it all u can

you stepped up like a man

yet it wasnt good enough

yah it was tough

but i didnt kno i failed

now to history it wil be nailed

never forgotten by anyone

watever im just glad its done

im done not being enough

im done with all the seirous stuff

im done with THIS.

i saw divinci code yesterdayyyyy!!!! it was greatttttttttttttttt.. me annie nunu clara alysaaa...it was def. one of those thinking moviess...man it really amkes me wonder...like really could Jesus have married mary? liek it doesnt make him any less of "GOD" to me..infact i would feel clsoer to Jesus if he was jsut cuz i feel liekee i can relateee more to himm.. idunoo.... anmd i understand yyyy the church would hide somehting like thatttt...but i really wish the truth was out..loll...well maybe the truth is wats out..like he is not married..and Jesus having a daughter...oh man thats so crazyy to think...let me tell u wen they said the descendant was St. Claire i was like ahhh CLAIR me! lolll...its so weirdddddddd....really gets u thinking.yupp okay im at wrok aagin so im agoo now byebgodbles~

clair